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Gathering in our sun caught colors
fall together when we can into one
Hopefully the hills that we travel on
will always be moving in the same direction
moving in the same direction

When we stray, we're risking the fantasy
of finding another
pattern to follow after
Do you know the raindrops that made us
traveled quite as far?

Did they hunt as high and low for
the most beautiful landing?
And if the sun beats down upon us,
will you always reach over
and cover me with your colors.

And will there always be someone to guide us?
Guide us into the oceans, and the flowerbeds
where life grows - into these oil spills
And will there always be someone out there
to guide us into the oceans - into these
oil spills.

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GodDAMN I'm repetitive. Sorry. It takes me a while to work things through in my head, mostly because I spend a HUGE amount of time at work, thinking about things like "I wonder if they want cilantro in that Thai soup?" or "Did anyone clean those tables?" or "Do I need to make a deposit again, so that we can get paid this weekend?" - not about things that really matter. Which is good, and bad. It keeps my mind off the disappointing things in my life, but it dulls me overall. If I could not work... I would.
So, yeah. I'm good at covering the same topics again and again. Please work with me if you can.

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The other goobers in the room with me are watching The Replacement Killers, and although it is an excellent action-type film, I'm not in the mood.
I just got finished cleaning up the fucking room, which I got roped into by my pathetic propensity to feel bad for people I care about when they're wigging out... in other words, I'm a sucker and started doing it to be nice [it DID need to be cleaned, but that's another story], and was left to finish the job myself while movies were put on for the catalyst's viewing pleasure. No, I hadn't worked all day. No, I wasn't tired at all. Really.
Okay, that's out of the way.
Fuck. What a long day. I really need to get out and blow some steam - amazingly enough, I maintained a pretty decent mood all day, and I'm still in a good mental state, although annoyed slightly by recent events previously mentioned. I'll get over than quickly enough, though... thus the rant to facilitate purging. I suspect that sleeping all damn day yesterday helped quite a bit with my mood. 12+ hours of sleep can do that for a girl. Seeing as I almost never get more than 6 hours a night, often less, that was quite the treat. Not that I mean to sleep that little; I just get wound up and creative around midnight and then I can't wind down. It's wacky. I did stay up until 3 am or so last night, but that's not so bad considering I didn't leave my bed until 7:30 pm.
( mo bettah mo blah )