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[xiane]

GodDAMN I'm repetitive. Sorry. It takes me a while to work things through in my head, mostly because I spend a HUGE amount of time at work, thinking about things like "I wonder if they want cilantro in that Thai soup?" or "Did anyone clean those tables?" or "Do I need to make a deposit again, so that we can get paid this weekend?" - not about things that really matter. Which is good, and bad. It keeps my mind off the disappointing things in my life, but it dulls me overall. If I could not work... I would.
So, yeah. I'm good at covering the same topics again and again. Please work with me if you can.