I want something more than this / All this time I’ve been waiting

[xiane]

 

What I drew from the [online] deck today:

“You may feel that you are losing your patience. Things are still not working out. But we do not have to be confined in long cycles of time and in space as big as galaxies. A certain gestation period is required before the complete satisfaction of all your wildest desires.”

I’m more patient than most people that I know. I’ve waited so long, for so many things – people, changes, justice/karma, opportunity… here’s the thing. I can wait for a very long time if I have something to hold on to. A crumb of hope, a bit of attention, the acknowledgement that more is coming down the pike soon – give me something to keep in my heart, to keep the dream afloat.

I am steadfast, I am a rock – as long as I have a reason to believe. Give me a reason.

 

 

*lyrics from Bella Morte – “Undone” 

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