I’m losing ground today – I think it works better that way

[xiane]

Keeping my head up is a continuous struggle.

It’s not that I don’t WANT to be upbeat and positive. Hell no, that’s not the case at all – in fact, considering how many balls I usually have in the air at one time, I’m pretty upbeat and happy generally.

When the stresses get to be too much, I have an answer. It’s not a solution, but it is a method of coping.

I’m running right inside you
What happens? What happens?
I played a black sheep for a day

When you feel like the world is crumbling, go outside.
I’d float away if I could, like the Lady of Shalott, with less tragic dying hopefully.
I’d like to escape to the sea.

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