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[xiane]

I wish I had more to say. I have been a bit isolated lately, no one's fault but my own... I have felt really tired and listless this week, and I blame that on August. It seems like every year at this time I get these feelings... it only took me 35 years to recognize that, yay. Poop. I'm just tired and though I have lots of ideas I have almost no drive or energy to act on any of them. I really like working at Coyote, though. I'm glad to be hanging out with Vimala on a regular basis, and I like the change of pace. The atmosphere there reminds me of Grandma's Candle Shop, back in the day, and that also makes me smile.
I just wish I knew how to jump-start my life. If I've seemed distant, I swear that's what it is. Don't hate me ;)