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28 January 2004 00:52My updating has been rather lacklustre and sparse, I know.
What's new, you ask? My brain is dead. I feel like half the time I'm happy as hell - cracked out, almost - and the other half I'm drowning in pressure, questions, confusion. Sounds normal, I know.
The snow is holding back some of my progress; hopefully that will change as the weather breaks. People have been asking lots of questions about the club, and I've tried to give the same answer repeatedly while keeping a positive note to my voice. Not that the news is bad, just that repeating anything after a while can be wearing on one.
Haven't slept well in over a week. Circles under my eyes.
The C-ville Weekly published my letter, and didn't even add a rebuttal. They also published one from
sublime8ball, and another email from someone mentioning the fights at the Riot Act show and how they added to the fall of Tokyo Rose's rock nights. I'm just pleased that they let me soapbox it without repercussion.
Um.. holy shit. Just listened to a new Silent Muse demo for Machina... this song is going to knock you over, seriously. It is damn fucking good. I have to listen to it again right now.
*listening while typing*
And speaking of music and stuff, I'm hearing that I will possibly finally hopefully actually be making music with Kyle of Logic Of Decay. He's trying to start a band with some people, and he and I have been kicking around this idea for over a year, to make music together.
I miss singing so very much - I mean, I *sing* all the time... but not creating, just vocalizing... not performing. I love that more than almost anything else. It is the best, most addictive drug ever... so goddamn good.
I have so much on my mind, and I can't even spill most of it, to lighten my load. So now I will babble about how
briskpepper is a genius and fixed the recipe for Atkins-style hot chocolate, and it was delcious and saved my ass from freezing yesterday with it's warm tastiness.
I guess I'll go contemplate existence now. Enjoy your night. If you had snow and/or ice, be careful.
What's new, you ask? My brain is dead. I feel like half the time I'm happy as hell - cracked out, almost - and the other half I'm drowning in pressure, questions, confusion. Sounds normal, I know.
The snow is holding back some of my progress; hopefully that will change as the weather breaks. People have been asking lots of questions about the club, and I've tried to give the same answer repeatedly while keeping a positive note to my voice. Not that the news is bad, just that repeating anything after a while can be wearing on one.
Haven't slept well in over a week. Circles under my eyes.
The C-ville Weekly published my letter, and didn't even add a rebuttal. They also published one from
Um.. holy shit. Just listened to a new Silent Muse demo for Machina... this song is going to knock you over, seriously. It is damn fucking good. I have to listen to it again right now.
*listening while typing*
And speaking of music and stuff, I'm hearing that I will possibly finally hopefully actually be making music with Kyle of Logic Of Decay. He's trying to start a band with some people, and he and I have been kicking around this idea for over a year, to make music together.
I miss singing so very much - I mean, I *sing* all the time... but not creating, just vocalizing... not performing. I love that more than almost anything else. It is the best, most addictive drug ever... so goddamn good.
I have so much on my mind, and I can't even spill most of it, to lighten my load. So now I will babble about how
I guess I'll go contemplate existence now. Enjoy your night. If you had snow and/or ice, be careful.