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[xiane]

My updating has been rather lacklustre and sparse, I know.

What's new, you ask? My brain is dead. I feel like half the time I'm happy as hell - cracked out, almost - and the other half I'm drowning in pressure, questions, confusion. Sounds normal, I know.

The snow is holding back some of my progress; hopefully that will change as the weather breaks. People have been asking lots of questions about the club, and I've tried to give the same answer repeatedly while keeping a positive note to my voice. Not that the news is bad, just that repeating anything after a while can be wearing on one.

Haven't slept well in over a week. Circles under my eyes.

The C-ville Weekly published my letter, and didn't even add a rebuttal. They also published one from sublime8ball, and another email from someone mentioning the fights at the Riot Act show and how they added to the fall of Tokyo Rose's rock nights. I'm just pleased that they let me soapbox it without repercussion.

Um.. holy shit. Just listened to a new Silent Muse demo for Machina... this song is going to knock you over, seriously. It is damn fucking good. I have to listen to it again right now.

*listening while typing*

And speaking of music and stuff, I'm hearing that I will possibly finally hopefully actually be making music with Kyle of Logic Of Decay. He's trying to start a band with some people, and he and I have been kicking around this idea for over a year, to make music together.
I miss singing so very much - I mean, I *sing* all the time... but not creating, just vocalizing... not performing. I love that more than almost anything else. It is the best, most addictive drug ever... so goddamn good.

I have so much on my mind, and I can't even spill most of it, to lighten my load. So now I will babble about how briskpepper is a genius and fixed the recipe for Atkins-style hot chocolate, and it was delcious and saved my ass from freezing yesterday with it's warm tastiness.

I guess I'll go contemplate existence now. Enjoy your night. If you had snow and/or ice, be careful.

Comments

[shaktiqueen.livejournal.com]

On some list I saw today there was an LA goth DJ named dj xian and I got all self righeously mad on your account that this git had stolen your name.

Bear in mind...I don't know what Xiane means. I'm not goth. I can maybe tell you one sort of goth group and that is Wumpskate and that one only because Rain and Donna were listening to them in the car the other day.
I don't know you.
But here I was getting riled on your account.

Just thought you would get a giggle out of that.

Thank you for the love!

[xiane.livejournal.com]

Hehehehee! I feel all defended now, thank you! :)

Xiane is short for Christiane, my name. I'm assuming that Xian is short for Christian. I wonder if that person is referring to hir name, or making a Gothic/Religious statement? ;)

[endangeredhuman.livejournal.com]

I can relate to you when you say singing is a drug I get the same feeling. Plus working with kyle would be cool(hes such a sweetheart)

P.S.- I have a million questions about the atkins diet but I will save that for when I see you next.
Much Love

Brain Strain

[grendelskeeper.livejournal.com]

Poor brain ~ in times like what you describe, it is important to keep the grey matter fed (esp. when dieting ; I really can't fathom the Atkin's since pasta & bread are THE food groups !) , well hydrated and allow it lots of down time. It is time to direct the rest of your body into taking good care of the brain ~ after all it does quite enough work for the other parts !!! Oh, and the felicitous application of red wine from time to time does much good..............as well it should !!

[explodingcat.livejournal.com]

Hey, did The Hook ever do any articles?

[xiane.livejournal.com]

Mark Grabowski text messaged me the last night of The Dawning to say that he was deathly ill with whatever this flu is that's going around, and he did *not* come out. Hopefully, he'll just write up a piece on it... it really disappointed me, though. He's been saying that he'll come out to the big shows for forever and never makes it :/