"And open wide the hymns you hide/You find reknown while people frown/At things that you say"

[xiane]

Updates on NaNo: insleepyouknow, three updates! I'm finally caught up on what I've written.

We attacked flyering like the promotional gods we are, a small ut able crew of myself, krasota, nothingoth, and solieri. We were joined later on the mall by javafiend, whch was very fun. Hijinx and pizza happened; I cleverly ate the inside of a calzone. Came out finally, and plopped down here in front of Oneiros [the laptop], with only momentary distractions. Managed to crank out a few more words, but my brain crapped out just recently. Tomorrow is a full-on writing day! I'd like to get 4000 words. Let us see what happens...

I've been spending a lot of time thinking, and I'm coming closer to feeling out how to deal with the things that are bothering me. Thanks to all who gave such helpful input. Seriously. Sometimes it is hard to step outside of what I see and take a look around.

I missed getting to talk to payback online. Poop. And where is sxoidmal? I barely have been doing online conversing, but those two are good reasons to give myself writing interruptions.

I don't know what I'd do if I had a job with constant internet access again, like I had at Upline. That place truly spoiled me for office work. And speaking of... I need either a full time job that doesn't suck, or a cool part-time job. I'm starting to feel the monetary pinch, and I do not like it one bit. As it is, I can barely afford to keep afloat. Ugh.

Okay, this was longer than intended. I need to go pass out. I didn't sleep well last night, too much energy. Good night!

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I'm So Tired

[sxoidmal.livejournal.com]

Been a busy week for me, no time in the evenings. This is actually a good thing, since it means I'm getting Stuff done and, in this week's case, hanging out with friends. Real people, in real life situations. Drinking real tea, eating real prime rib. But you know when you're likeliest to find me, and I'm usually pretty faithful about staying online for as long as I'm awake. We'll connect, no fear.