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[xiane]

Hi. My name's Chris Knight, you might know me from The Dawning or LJ communities or just because.

I have a few things to clear up.

I miss my old life, yes. But I spent a great deal of time over the past year being horribly unhappy about a lot of aspects of it, and I was desperately looking to change it.

I wasn't pleased when a tragedy opened up that path.

But now, here I am, and funny to think - now that I'm someplace different, things are finally moving forward for me.

I like my job. I'm pleased with the prospects for a new club, and I feel fresh and excited about it. It's going to be closer to the music I adore.

And speaking of adore - I've held my tongue too long on this. Everyone, meet inefficiency. Some of you know him already. He's super. He's sat by quietly while I've tried to get my head together, and you know what? It's been grossly unfair that I've not introduced him around to those who haven't met him. He's been my lifeline for a while. I <3 him.


It was pointed out that I stopped being brashly outspoken a while ago. I'd learned to not tread on toes, and it stifled me. I still don't want to tread on toes, but I need to live my life to the fullest. I've put my life in second to too many other people's dreams for too long. That's not their faults, but don't you DARE deny me my happiness now, or I'll fucking cut you right out of my life. that's the honest truth.

This is my statement - there's change blowing in the air, and ANYONE can be moved by it. It's all about attitude. I allowed myself to be brought low, and NOW I refuse to do so. I'm only looking to the stars. You should do the same, if you want to. No matter what, do what you will, but don't piss on my parade or you'll find that you had NO idea that being on the wrong side of me sucked so bad.

That being said, I'm going to sleep. See you lovely people in the morning... I hope your dreams are beautiful.