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xianeIf I seem flighty or moody, I apologise ahead of time and will try to extend the same as soon as I catch myself doing it. There's a lot on my mind, and will continue to be a lot on my mind for a while. The flighty thing, that's going to happen. That's no excuse for treating my friends poorly, though, so let me know if I don't catch myself.
The news is slowly trickling out, so i might as well quell all rumours now.
Yes, I am leaving Charlottesville.
Yes, I am moving back to Baltimore.
No, The Dawning/SubShock will not stop.
No, the scene will not die, unless you want it to.
Yes, I will miss everyone horribly.
No, I won't change my mind. I can't.
The gist of it: you guys all know by now that my Dad died last week. For those who didn't catch the details, he felt sick at work, so he left... and on the way home, he plowed into a tree at 45 MPH. It was rather quick and obviously very sudden for my family... and my Mom needs me. Dad was her best friend. The house is big and empty right now, and there *are* some advantages of doing this for me, as well. I'll be able to finally get back on my feet, financially. I will be getting a car. I'll be able to take some classes.
There's so much I'm leaving behind that I don't want to... but I'm trying to look at the opportunities [and generally succeeding, athough I have my maudlin moments] and stay positive. It was not an easy decision to come to, but I feel it's the right one.
I'll be leaving after Election Day. There will be things for sale or for free. if I own you stuff in the mail, or money, or some time, you'll get that before I go.
If you own ME money, or time, or something good... now's the time to get with me. Especially if you owe me money, and you know who you are. [stern Xiane voice] Certain people have taken advantage of my good and loving nature, and I'm going to tell you now.. the kid gloves are coming off. I have little to lose, and I'm tired of being taken advantage of in certain situations. I'm living fucking hand-to-mouth over here right now, and that doesn't include new toys and Jager and trips to places that I'm taking instead of paying my bills. I'm *still* being nice, but next time I mention this I won't be so kind.
That being said, expect me to be calling bullshit a LOT more as the days go on. I'm still the same kind and loving girl... but oh, you're not going to get the watery version that some people have noted me displaying.
I have to go to work. Questions? Love? ..hate? leave a comment, I s'pose. Whee.
The news is slowly trickling out, so i might as well quell all rumours now.
Yes, I am leaving Charlottesville.
Yes, I am moving back to Baltimore.
No, The Dawning/SubShock will not stop.
No, the scene will not die, unless you want it to.
Yes, I will miss everyone horribly.
No, I won't change my mind. I can't.
The gist of it: you guys all know by now that my Dad died last week. For those who didn't catch the details, he felt sick at work, so he left... and on the way home, he plowed into a tree at 45 MPH. It was rather quick and obviously very sudden for my family... and my Mom needs me. Dad was her best friend. The house is big and empty right now, and there *are* some advantages of doing this for me, as well. I'll be able to finally get back on my feet, financially. I will be getting a car. I'll be able to take some classes.
There's so much I'm leaving behind that I don't want to... but I'm trying to look at the opportunities [and generally succeeding, athough I have my maudlin moments] and stay positive. It was not an easy decision to come to, but I feel it's the right one.
I'll be leaving after Election Day. There will be things for sale or for free. if I own you stuff in the mail, or money, or some time, you'll get that before I go.
If you own ME money, or time, or something good... now's the time to get with me. Especially if you owe me money, and you know who you are. [stern Xiane voice] Certain people have taken advantage of my good and loving nature, and I'm going to tell you now.. the kid gloves are coming off. I have little to lose, and I'm tired of being taken advantage of in certain situations. I'm living fucking hand-to-mouth over here right now, and that doesn't include new toys and Jager and trips to places that I'm taking instead of paying my bills. I'm *still* being nice, but next time I mention this I won't be so kind.
That being said, expect me to be calling bullshit a LOT more as the days go on. I'm still the same kind and loving girl... but oh, you're not going to get the watery version that some people have noted me displaying.
I have to go to work. Questions? Love? ..hate? leave a comment, I s'pose. Whee.
