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So I paid my Modern Rock dues at WNRN tonight. Whee. I didn't fuck up too badly, and I only did two things completely wrong, and they were genuine mistakes. Mike didn't yell. The world might come to an end. ;)

In other news, once again I'm finding that the world around me isn't safe. I even tried my best to be at peace. I have discovered something that strikes me as pretty damn funny - people aren't as mature as I usually give them credit for being. Who's the dumbass here... wait, I think that would be me. The only one who has really stayed the course and been incredibly together, considering the circumstances, is the youngest one I know. That one impresses me, and I can't say a word to express it now, because it would be taken as mere flattery at this point. But the thought is out there, and I hope you all can see what I see in that person.

Well, shit. I was going to write more, but my muse [or moose] has left the building. Perhaps I'll return. I do have news that I want to post, but it isn't fit for discussion right now. Bear with me. All will be revealed.

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And She Sits There By The Wall
Making Holes Where I Just Stood
And Her Hands They Touch Her Face
Like Her Face Is Made Of Wood
And She Holds On To A Memory
Of Something I Never Said
But She Still Can't Quite Remember
If My Eyes Are Blue Or Dead

She's The Mother Of Us All
She's The Victim Of My Sadness
And The More She Tries To Know It
The More She'll Never FIll It
She's A Universal Emptiness
A Universal Emptiness
She's A Universal Emptiness
And A Total Lack Of Faith

And I Saw Her Once Before
Down On Her Bended Knees
Through A Window Of The Church At Night
Confessing To The Broken Priest
She Is Holy, As All Women Are
And She Suffers Like A Saint
Yeah She Touched My Hand With Cruelty
But I Was Punished Far Too Late

She's The Mother Of Us All
She's The Victim Of My Sadness
And The More She Tries To Know It
The More She'll Never FIll It
She's A Universal Emptiness
A Universal Emptiness
She's A Universal Emptiness
And A Total Lack Of Faith

[Universal Emptiness] [SWANS]

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I don't understand anything going on today.