don't walk away...
8 February 2004 18:43![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png){kind=small}
xianeTerminal Ready are practicing in my living room, as they do on Sundays these days. They're running through LEC, which is getting to me as it always does, even without ![[livejournal.com profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/external/lj-userinfo.gif)
briskpepper's vocals. I find it startling - although really fucking cool - that the people I know can create these things that move me so strongly. Seriously... how did I get to be so lucky? I have some of the most creative, insightful, and interesting friends that anyone could hope for. How many people can claim that?
I just hope that I am worthy of them, I really do. No, that's not a call for reassurance... I truly hold myself up to higher ideals than I might otherwise, to try and live up to my end of the bargain of having such incredible people in my life. I strive to be a better person every day, so that I can feel that I deserve the riches that I have. I have a lot to fix, a lot that needs mending... but I *want* to be better. You, my friends, make me want to be a better person.
*sigh* So yes, blah blah; next on the agenda issubshock, which of course comes on at 10p est and marches forward with my special blend of Goth Rock and madness until 12m. As usual, you can catch it on the air at 91.9/88.1/89.9 FM, or online at wnrn.rlc.net. I might have a new Silent Muse track, and if all goes as planned, I'll have a Psychopop track too, as well as a buncha other neat stuff. MUSIC! God, I love it.
Off to put CDs together for the show, la la la...
briskpepper's vocals. I find it startling - although really fucking cool - that the people I know can create these things that move me so strongly. Seriously... how did I get to be so lucky? I have some of the most creative, insightful, and interesting friends that anyone could hope for. How many people can claim that? I just hope that I am worthy of them, I really do. No, that's not a call for reassurance... I truly hold myself up to higher ideals than I might otherwise, to try and live up to my end of the bargain of having such incredible people in my life. I strive to be a better person every day, so that I can feel that I deserve the riches that I have. I have a lot to fix, a lot that needs mending... but I *want* to be better. You, my friends, make me want to be a better person.
*sigh* So yes, blah blah; next on the agenda is
subshock, which of course comes on at 10p est and marches forward with my special blend of Goth Rock and madness until 12m. As usual, you can catch it on the air at 91.9/88.1/89.9 FM, or online at wnrn.rlc.net. I might have a new Silent Muse track, and if all goes as planned, I'll have a Psychopop track too, as well as a buncha other neat stuff. MUSIC! God, I love it. Off to put CDs together for the show, la la la...
