I feel very fuck you. Not in an angry way - in a defiant one.

[xiane]

I never realize how lucky I am sometimes. My life's not bad, not even that hard when compared to many... I guess it's the outside forces - the lack of real care that I see in so many people about so many things - that drags me down... but I really need to try and curb this. Fuck them if they can't see the value of the things they can't be bothered with, and fuck them if all they care about is themselves. Oh, and if you're one of the multitude of people who don't bother listening to what I'm saying at anytime, preferring to listen to yourself speak... well, too bad for you that you're unable to hear anyone but yourself, and fuck you for carrying on the sham that we're actually holding a conversation. Your loss, buddy. Fuck you for not caring, fuck you for being an ass, fuck you for being so self-absorbed, fuck you for wasting my time by pretending to care. You're outta here.
Yeah... so expect to see me walking away from "conversations" a lot in the future. Expect me to be a lot quieter... I'm not sharing with anyone until I'm sure they want what I have to give 'em.