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[xiane]

I cut my hair. Short. As Navy Boy put it, "Richmond-Girl" bobbed haircut short.

I think it looks good. Then again, I liked my hair the last time it was this length. No pics yet, but I'll get some soon.



In other news, vacation is almost at an end, and I haven't done pretty much anything I wanted to do. Fuck depression. Oh, and fuck people who stab me in the back. That's the theme of this week. My new hair was christened by me as the "I'm the Bitch you're not going to fuck with anymore" hair. Now everyone else needs to catch on ;)
I did work door at Patrick and Max's DT scene cool-art-people party last night... that was odd yet fun. A bit long of a shift for having to stand and deal with drunken people
[10pm-4am], but I'll probably do it again if they need me. It was an interesting change of pace. It definitely reminded me that I really do know just about everyone who hangs out on the downtown mall, and I have for YEARS. Scary.

I am coming out of this week with some determination about certain situations and how I need to handle them... I think I have some peace in my head, and a plan of action. Maybe. One thing I know for sure is that I have GOT to get myself to a safe state of being, and that means that there are some big changes to come. Most people probably won't notice them, but I will be feeling the changes strongly if all goes as planned.

I'm sorry for being such an ass about keeping people in the loop about me... I tend to flake off when I'm feeling down, and tho that's no excuse, it at least explains where my head's been lately [I hope]. Forgive me, please...?

Comments

[nothingoth.livejournal.com]

I know how you're feeling. Changes are definitely on the horizon. It's an odd season of change this year... I'm seeing it more this year than in past years... prehaps it's because I'm looking this time... in any case, here's to change and well-being!

--me

^_^

[twilightviolet.livejournal.com]

Yeah! New hair is like a new chance at life. I know that sounds crazy and shallow but I'm seriuos. I was having major problems recently, many of them having to do w/ a boy,and my friend/hairdresser/big sister type took me into the shop and did my hair. I now have bangs and lots of different color blond streaks in my already blond hair...I know it sounds odd but it look really cool. I love b/c now that little change helped me get back on track. Something we all just need a little something to help us feel better about ourselves and know that it's never to late to change. Oh, and the good thing about hair is that you can walk by people you hate for like a week or more and them not know who the hell you are...I have people from just last year that I didn't like and have not talked to in a long time look at me and think they've never met me. ^_^ So, good luck w/ you new hair and have fun!

[ladymeshel.livejournal.com]

I'm sorry you've been feeling down...I have too so I know how it is *blah* I can't hardly wait to see pictures of your new hair!!!!!! *smile*

change and hair

[xiane.livejournal.com]

Change is *definitely* in the air. I attribute some of that to Springliness-things, but also there just seems to be a move towards things reorganizing all around. I think it is good in the long run, but difficult to bear in the process sometimes. At least I have some good friends to rely on :)
And cutting one's hair is most certainly [to me] a really good symbol/catalyst for personal change and mood-breaking. I totally went into the hairdresser's with that attitude, and I think it shows in my sassy 'do! Miss Twilight Violet, I'd love to see pics of your new hair... it sounds delightful. Mine is now more evenly distributed purple with just bits of black - there are two black streaks in the front and then from the temples, but it is a highly blue-based black, so it blends well. All in all, I think it is a very successful haircut.

[xiane.livejournal.com]

I was totally thinking of you and Evi when I decided on this hairstyle. Funny, eh? :)
You ladies are my hair inspirations! BTW - I love love love the DevilMeshel icon!