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[xiane]

I apologise if I've seemed distant, unreachable, possibly to the point of not answering emails or calls. goddessisis, your post definitely spurred this, and I know better than to assume that it was specifically me you were talking about, but I freely admit to being guilty of this. I'm sorry to you and everyone else that I've avoided. It isn't that I don't love you, it's that I've been in a weird headspace.

Everything here is in a state of flux. I'm still looking for an extra job, and due to money considerations, I will NOT be DJing Drop Dead II. I'm not going at all. I will be in NYC on September 6th, because xymoxed and I have tix for the Siouxsie/Creatures thing. We plan to spend very little $$.

I am planning to start Cosmetology School very soon. I know, crazy.

I want more out-of-town DJ gigs, but until I have reliable transportation... no go.

I have been restless and listless, utterly unmotivated. I'm ready for that to change. I want more to life.

As soon as I have more cash again, I'll want to try and have some friend time. Also, I'm going to try and get a flyer-party going soon. Yes? yes.

Okay. I sleep now.

Comments

[bedhoppngothboi.livejournal.com]

wow, that sucks... I was hoping you'd be able to make it.

~ B

[rhubarbrapini.livejournal.com]

It's oky we still love you. and i know about that crazy head state of mind all to well lata,
Stev'

[orientallilly.livejournal.com]

Rock and Fucking Roll on the cosmetology. That Rules.

Flyering, yes.

[crossbonesdj.livejournal.com]

This sounds like a post I am about to make. I have been so distant from most people lately. Part of it is moving, part of it is being sick...but mostly, I just need some time to myself.

I have a plan. Next year, I'm doing a DJ tour. Care to join me?

[silent-muse.livejournal.com]

I'm really sorry you won't be going to Drop Dead. However, there will be many more in the future, all spun by YOU!

[simplistik.livejournal.com]

When we all get a weekend free, we should totally vegg out and rent movies and do like a girly slumber party nonsense deal. That'd be fun.

[anathemadevice.livejournal.com]

oh DRAT!

When you come up on Sept. 6, I'll take you out to dinner tho. I'd imagine we could even probably put together a little collective of folks.

[explodingcat.livejournal.com]

I think my normal headspace could be defined as weird. I keep meaning to call you. But I always have trouble getting the ball rolling on new ideas.

Here's to you getting more life! Perhaps singing would help.

Thanks for fitting in my odd artist request on Sunday :)

[redzshadow.livejournal.com]

I'm sorry Maya is not available. Please hang up and try your call again...

Seems to be a theme lately.
;)

[radiantdaffodil.livejournal.com]

My dearest Chris,

I'm so sad to hear that you aren't going to Drop Dead. I know you were excited about that :( Maybe we could have a fund drive to send you?

You're right--I wasn't specifically talking about you. I really appreciate the time you were willing to spend with me. I know it is rare, since you're most often running around like a busy-busy bee.

I will most likely have my car this year. If you need to run errands or make a trip up to NoVa, I'm just a phone call away.

Cosmetology school! Exciting :) Then I can pay *you* to mess with my mop :P

Most importantly, I love and miss you. I hope things aren't too chaotic and that you find some time to enjoy little things.

*hug*

[queenmombi.livejournal.com]

flyering = yes

[mmymoon.livejournal.com]

I figured you were in Chris-cat mode ("I love you, but leave me alone or I'll shred you") but did you get my messages? It's kinda really important. I figure everything will be fine, but in the meantime, oh the joyful stress. Of doom.