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1 July 2002
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1 July 2002 02:25Nifty things are happening!
Looks like I'm moving into a more... interactive role @ NRN, which is really cool... I'll be on a committee that goes through all the new music and reviews it for airplay, stuff like that. Seems pretty nifty to me, though it means even more hours at the station. Who would have though that - not even a year ago - I would have taken over an important fixture of the music scene here, managed to acquire a radio show, and now have become well mixed up in the only radio station worth a damn here? [and for those who jump to defend TJU, let me just say this: it isn't a consistent station. I like what they do, some of the time... but I never know what to expect, and that turns me off. Sorry.]
I'm hoping that all this extra activity will inspire me to have more energy. Lately, I've been dragging ass, and I suspect it has a lot to do with residual Rev Soup depression. I really had pushed to the back of my mind how incredibly depressing it was to be there for the past two months, and I'm just now coming to terms with it... compounded with the increasing amount of back pay that's amassing. I know Wendy will take care of it and that she didn't mean for it to get this way... but it still gets to me. I don't like this sort of uncertainty! It freaks me out.
Also... I've just felt sort of crud, all around. Eh. I'll get over it.
There's a spider walking around on the windowscreen with an eggsac, or a tasty victim in cocoon, on it's underneath. Weird. It is a pretty big garden spider. Oh, and it being July now, the Junebugs seem to have completed their exodus to this room to die. A good thing, too - I was getting tired of sweeping up little empty carcasses.
Sleep. That will make everything better.
Looks like I'm moving into a more... interactive role @ NRN, which is really cool... I'll be on a committee that goes through all the new music and reviews it for airplay, stuff like that. Seems pretty nifty to me, though it means even more hours at the station. Who would have though that - not even a year ago - I would have taken over an important fixture of the music scene here, managed to acquire a radio show, and now have become well mixed up in the only radio station worth a damn here? [and for those who jump to defend TJU, let me just say this: it isn't a consistent station. I like what they do, some of the time... but I never know what to expect, and that turns me off. Sorry.]
I'm hoping that all this extra activity will inspire me to have more energy. Lately, I've been dragging ass, and I suspect it has a lot to do with residual Rev Soup depression. I really had pushed to the back of my mind how incredibly depressing it was to be there for the past two months, and I'm just now coming to terms with it... compounded with the increasing amount of back pay that's amassing. I know Wendy will take care of it and that she didn't mean for it to get this way... but it still gets to me. I don't like this sort of uncertainty! It freaks me out.
Also... I've just felt sort of crud, all around. Eh. I'll get over it.
There's a spider walking around on the windowscreen with an eggsac, or a tasty victim in cocoon, on it's underneath. Weird. It is a pretty big garden spider. Oh, and it being July now, the Junebugs seem to have completed their exodus to this room to die. A good thing, too - I was getting tired of sweeping up little empty carcasses.
Sleep. That will make everything better.
Put your money where your mouth is. Either you're over it, or you aren't, and since you keep posting things about it... I'm guessing you aren't. You seem to know that it is hopeless and you've lost... but it doesn't seem to sink in. Hello - stop being a psycho. Since you assert that it is through, STOP TALKING ABOUT IT. THAT'S what makes you a psycho, dumbass. Yes, I watch what you say - because I'm never sure when you're going to move into Fatal Attraction mode. That's how crazy I think you are. You are a stalker and obsessive and I don't have to tolerate you.
