Forty nine years of life and I still have so much to learn. I am full of flaws but also the best of intentions, I swear.
My self-doubt is my biggest flaw. I have sabotaged beautiful things because I couldn’t just stop thinking I was messing up so bad that I became a self-fulfilling prophecy. And then I second guess all my interactions because of that fear that gets reinforced by the letdowns of the past.
No more. I can change this.
I’ve been working so hard to reprogram these thoughts to be constructive, positive – and to trust that taking action towards what I want is much more effective than talking myself out of it.
No more self-fulfilling prophecies anymore, Xiane. You’ve got this.
*lyrics from Mazzy Star, So Tonight That I Might See
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